"I always thought I would be in the cycle of not allowing myself to feel. Suppressing by holding back my tears or sabotaging my own joy out of fear of losing it later. Got to the point where I was numb and eventually became afraid of that numbness because of how much I relied on it to protect myself. Crazy how much has changed since then. God is truly a healer. One who changed my heart. And not just to the point where now I can cry again or where I can enjoy good moments, but my mentality and my belief system has changed and for that I’m grateful ❤️”
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Since beginning my process of healing and deliverance, I have seen and experienced the power of God. Down to my thought process, God has not only addressed how I had dysfunctional tendencies, but why I had them and has led me to truth. He has shown me how being saved is so much more than the comfortable routine of not drinking, cursing or saying no to sin, but is a daily lifestyle of humbling myself and being obedient to Him. My mind and heart is being restored and I am learning how all God promised in His word is real and available. This for me is my testimony and I what I want to share with you and whoever else I get to meet.